I'm on a Hiatus...Yeah life is pretty hectic right now. =p

I'm about to go to work fun stuff. I'll have to make sure to update this later. =D

1. What annoys you?
Well a lot of things annoy me. I hate it when people drive slow when I'm trying to get to work. I also hate it when people tell me what to do, or don't think I can do something.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
I get online and talk to my buddies. ((or on the phone))

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't like to dram about something that may never happen

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
I would love to live in London or Paris. Buuut I love my home state of SC.
6. What is your favorite hot beverage?
I hate hot stuff

7. Do you trust easily?
Heck no.

8. What's one thing you dislike doing but do it anyway?
Going to work

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Work, school, some parts of my life lol

10. What is your best quality?
My heart. I have a really awesome heart.

11. Is being tagged fun?
No.....cuz it's annoying

12. How do you see yourself?
I see myself as an unlucky person forever stuggling. At least I have good faith.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My friends and family. ^_^

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
My best buddy Luuuissss tagged me. He did it on AIM cuz he's lazy. =P I like Luis he's a cool guy who's great to talk to. Did you know that someday Luis and I will be going to London. <333 Yeah the peeps of England better watch out.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
This question is totally stupid. I mean the question assumes that being single is bad..and money is bad. Since I'm to be a clincal Psycologist I'll be rich even if I'm married. =p Ether way I'll be happy. I'll make sure my life is good an happy.
16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
I would love to have two kids. No more no less.

17. What's better, to give or receive?
I love giving...I love making people smile

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Whoever loved me the most.

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
Thier is no such thing as 100% safe sex. ^^ I'm saving myself for marrige

20. What were your parents going to name you if you were born the opposite gender?
I have no idea..........

I'm about to go to work. Nothing much has happend this week. I spent the weekend at Dad's. We all got along which is really great. Today Holly and Chris are going to LA. I'm going to miss them. We hung out on Thursday and Friday. Our last meeting was kind of bittersweet. I'm really going to miss them. I just have to keep telling myself that I will see them agein. =p I'll have to give them a call to see how they are doing. Yesterday I got offered a different postion at work, a sort of permotion, I'm not going to get a raise. I took it...so starting next week they will be giving me hours in the fitting room. I hope they go threw with this...I'm kind of looking foward to doing something different. XDD I'll be working full time over the next couple of weeks. It's kind of sadding...but I'm happy at the same time. Working get's me out of the house. I'm thinking about going to church cuz well I need more friends.

I'm moving today, and I don't know what to think about it. I don't like the thought of leaving my home for 15 years behind. It kind of sucks....well I'm thinking about a lot of things right now. I'll update later if I have the time.

Today was a good day. Class was cancled so I got to sleep in. =D Then I went out to eat with my family. It was nice concidering yesterday everybody was worried about me because I went to hang out with a friend without saying where I was going. I'm 20 so you'd think that this kind of stuff wouldn't be a big deal. Mom told me that they were about to file a missing person's report. I feel bad for making my family worry like that. ;_; I did have fun hanging out with my friends though. Tommrow I plan on sleeping a lot, and getting cought up on my sleep. ^_^ I also might hang out with my good friend Christine. =D That is if I can put the book I'm reading down. I've just started reading this cool book called House. It's a steller book about some psyco guy locking people up in a house. Even though I'm pretty sure everyone is going to be alive. I'm still scared. >.< This book would be a great movie. =D In other news I'll be cowriting fanfiction.....I'm excited this is the first time my work will be displayed online. Which is kind of cool. =p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMwdAc1Dzfg

This vid is so full of win. I wish I lived in the 80's. Well I'm off..I'm going to watch Paradise Kiss before going to bed. =D

Well not much happend today. For once work was pretty cool. ^_______^ I don't have school tommrow so tonight I will be staying up late and playing Brawl/watching anime.

I’m writing this in at the beginning of English class. =D. Yesterday was a pretty cool day. I slept most of the day. When I woke up I picked up my sister then headed over to my friends house. I had a pretty good time at Holly’s house. We played Brawl, which was always a blast. Playing in person is so much better than playing on the net. Holly started feeling bad so I drove home in the rain….then I called Crystal. I had a nice chat with Crystal. I felt like we are getting close again. Amanda’s man almost scared us both, but luckily he was just testing her. Since it was raining and both of us were scared she spent the night in my room. Then I played some brawl with Sami. This mourning….I Brawled with Meg, Rob, and her brother. It was a blast waking up and playing with my friends. I missed talking to Meg, and I’m glad everything is o.k on her end.

I have to work tonight. I’m honestly not looking forward to it. I’m working till eleven for the rest of the week. It’s so not fun. :/ I know my paycheck is going to be good, but I don’t know how I’m going to get all of my schoolwork done. It’s hard knowing when to balance things. Speaking of school I’m really digging my English class. My teacher always picks the most interesting stories to read. The first story was about arranged marriages. It’s always interesting to see what peoples idea of love is, and how other people view relationships. All the couples I know act very different. I’m a pretty independent person so it’s going to be interesting to see how someone like me behaves in a relationship. I think marriage is sort of like teamwork.

Speaking of teamwork , my teamwork skills in Brawl are getting better. I’ve started to really enjoying playing as Toon Link. I don’t understand why everyone hates him. I know a lot of people like the normal Link, but he’s not Tinkerbelle. In the few weeks I’ve been playing him he has become my favorite main. Pikachu is a close second. I’m also loving playing Ness. Not a lot of people play as Ness so it’s kind of cool. Pit and Ike are third and forth. Even though Ike is slow he still packs a punch. By this point I’ve pretty much settled on those five. As much as I love normal Link, Tinkerbelle has won my heart. I’m still going to play as normal Link because I’m sick of people picking on him as well. Why can’t people love both the Links.

Edit: I tried calling out of work today, but my boss told me I couldn’t. Even though I feel like crap. >.> I’m going in….but if I start feeling bad I’m going home. Does anybody else have this problem with their jobs?

Well yesterday I went to school. The classes I'm taking aren't going to be as bad as I thought. Which is a good thing. =D I had to skip class today in favor of sleeping. I didn't sleep at all last night which wasn't good. Tommrow I'll go to class and be all prepared and stuff. I'm about to go out and hang with Holly and Chris. <333 Hopefully hanging out with them will energise me.

So I’m in need of some good advice. After my big trip this weekend I have to go back to school. Because the only classes were open in the morning I was stuck having to sign up for an 8:00 class. In order to make it to this class I have to wake up at 6:30 which is like not cool. The class only lasts a month, but it’s supposed to be uber hard. I have to take summer classes if I want to transfer in the spring. At first I was all for the idea of not having a summer, but now I’m starting to have second thoughts. As everybody I know is getting off of school I find my desire to do schoolwork is dwindling. Now I really am not looking forward to this summer. My dad is getting married, and I’ll be moving. On top of that my job wants to kill me. :/ They keep giving me all these hours. Which is nice and all….but I get off of work at 11 at night. When I get home I can never just go to sleep so I end up staying up till 3-4 at night. XD I can always sleep once I get back from class. My next class is at 12:10, and since that class is an internet class I only show up on Monday and Wednesday. So on Tuesday and Thursday I’ll be waking up early for one class.

I’m thinking about not going. I don’t know if I have the dedication to go through the summer. School is a lot of work, and I know myself…I’ll probably end up blowing off school work to do other things. XDD After my English class is over my history class starts. Each class is for a month. I’m thinking about toughing it out….because it’s only for a month. No one will give me good advice. My father just say’s it up to you livy. My sister flat out told me that I shouldn’t go. She foresees me getting frustrated with the whole situation. A good part of me thinks she’s right…O_O I can get a full refund if I drop out within the first week. So I’m thinking about going for the first week and see how it is then decide if I can handle it.

Well I'm hanging out with Holly right now. She's talking to her boyfriend on the phone. I can't Believe we’re going to be picking him up in four days. Holly and Chris are such a cute couple I’m happy that I’ll be able to watch them when they first meet. =D That day we’re going to get makeovers it’s going to be sooo cool. XDD Chris will be moving in with Holly, and they will finally get the happy ever after they deserve. I’m planning on dropping them off at the park so they can have some alone time. While they are doing their stuff I’ll be at the hotel chilling out. ^_^ So anyways I’m super excited about picking him up. The next day we’re going to go to an amusement park. I can’t wait 4 more day’s!!!

I've had a busy couple of weeks. School was ending and I got good grades. ^_^ Whoot.

Friday is nice. =D We watched a movie in English class. It was called Station Square. The movie was pretty good. It was about people who are stuck in an akward phase in thier lives. One of the charaters is named Olivia so it felt funny watching the movie. The guy kept calling her Liv and Livy O_O;;; Liv and Livy is my nickname so I kept thinking that the charaters were talking to me. >.< I'm so glad that I don't have to go to work today. It's nice to have a Friday off. I think I'm going to get into my PJ's and just chill. Tommrow I have to go back to work. (yuck)

I've had a busy couple of day's. I'm pretty much trying to go with the flow. Pollen is everywhere and my allergies hate it. =D Right now I'm really into Super Smash Brawl. I'm trying to main 7 characters it's going to be hard Well I really like playing as 5, but I'm trying to up my game. I've really improved in the short time I've had the game. I'm actually wining matches online, which is really cool. I love playing ageist other people. I even want to enter in some tournaments, but I know I'm not good enough for that just yet. ^_~ The only bad thing about smash is elitism. Some people on the forums are jackasses. I hate the notion of tiers. It's kinda pointless. As usual the people on LJ are much nicer and friendlier then some of the people in the forums. ((Cussing people out and calling them stupid is NOT cool. ;_;)) I wonder why that is...XDD I made some bad grades on some of my tests which is so not cool. I hope I can get good grades this semester. I was doing so well until recently. I hate making bad grades.

The past two weeks were not eventful. I was on Spring Break which was lots of fun. Then the next week I was busy with school and work. Easter was bleh. It didn't feel like Easter. I spent most of the day sleeping. I stayed up to late last week playing super smash brawl. SSBM is FUN! I'm practincing lots and one day I'll be awesome at the game. ^_^ I play with my soul sister Holly. Toghter we're the Green Team. She plays as Yoshi and I'm Link. This week I've had so much fun playing with her. Tommrow everything easter is half off. I'm getting some Candy. =D Well I'm off! If you have Brawl and want my friend code I'll gladly give it to you. ^_^

So last night was crazy. After getting in a pretty sticky fight with my sister, I ended up going to work. Work was pretty bad last night. As I predicted a guy from HQ was coming over to visit our store. So Target had to look perfect. I was in the middle section working sleepwear and accessories. I was also supposed to be in Jewelry, but the person before me never turned their key’s in. I ended up being one of the only people that actually tried to do a good job. My other coworkers were too busy socializing to do any work. At the end of the night their sections looked like crap. Around 10:30 we were done, so I decided to call my friend. When we all left the building I got some strange looks from the people I work with. I guess they were upset that I was talking on my phone. It sort of annoyed me because I was the only one in my group that got my work done. It’s sort of sad I used to feel close with all of my coworkers, but after Christmas people quit and everything changed. I guess it’s because the store is run by less people now…I never work at the same time as any of my friends. To make matters worse they are firing a bunch of people. I know I’m not one of them…over the course of my carrier at Target I’ve worked really hard, and that shows. Now I’m one of the people they call when they need help. ^_^ I just wish my coworkers would take their jobs more seriously.
Although last night was a crazy night it didn’t just rain…it POURED. We had a big thunderstorm. It was kinda scary cuz we were under a tornado warning. At one point that night the power shut off. That really freaked me out…it was pitch black. We almost had to close the store early. For about 30 the back up generators kept coming on and off. We had to keep our guests inside Target because the weather was so bad! I’m sure glad I was one of the people with a flashlight! It was pretty hard trying to keep my calm in front of the panicked guests. I’m glad our manager handled things nicely. A wild bird also flew into the store. He was still there when I left….XDD The drive home was weird. Two lights were knocked out…I saw an ambulance, and cops were EVERYWHERE. I saw a pair of cops arresting someone on my way home. A cop was blocking the road to my house. He told me that the road was closed. So I had to go home the long way. That was pretty scary I asked around, but no one knows why that road was closed. Nothing was on the news about it. I think the cop was trying to catch somebody…..I just don’t know who.
That was my night. My mourning was o.k. (besides not being able to see while I was driving this mourning curse you sun) The weather is nice. =D I don’t have to work this afternoon so I’m going to play FF 12.

Today looks like it’s going to be a stormy day. I hate working when it rains. The rain always makes me tired. XD Anyway’s I wasn’t going to work until Saturday, but my boss called. She really needed help on Tuesday and Friday. I love getting money so I agreed to go in. I think some of the big wigs may be coming to our store. That’s why they call people in. >.< Last night I beat the Demon Wall in Final Fantasy 12. Eyedrops saved my life. Well next week is spring break. =D I can’t wait! I don’t have to work a lot that week, and I’m not letting them call me in! That week I’m going to enjoy being free. ^_^

had only one day to complete my essay on the definition of the word hardcore. The paper was fun to write and had plenty of potential. Yet I could of done something more. The paper was unlucky. The very week before it was due I was sick with the flu so working on it was next to impossible. On Friday I was to tired to work on it. I only got two hours of sleep (DARN YOU PHIONX WRIGHT!! Why do you have to be so addicting. >.<) The next day I was chilling at the beach celebrating an early birthday, Sunday was the big 20 for me. I ended up spending my birthday working on the paper. It was good, but I really needed to expand it. I also had some embarrassing typos –coughvomitthorughuptwo wordscoaugh- Luckily I’ll get a chance to revise it later so all is good.
This mourning I found myself in the middle of a ditch. I was trying to get around this guy making a left hand trun….and ended up in a ditch. It was pretty embarrassing I was late to my favorite class (Philosopy) Some guy help me back my car out of the ditch. These random acts of kindess is what humanity is all about. If he had not helped me then chances are I would have missed my class. Thank God for miracles. Today’s Philosophy lecture was the bomb. We discussed privacy issues. This was a side topic from our main lecture on Free Will. So this week promises to be a lazy one. I’m looking forward to having time to hang out with my friends. This week I get back into my gaming needs. Right now I’m playing Final Fantasy 12. It’s pretty good. I like the story line and characters it’s just that the game is as tedious as all hell. >.< I hate the battle system it takes so long to level up! My favorite character is Balthier but I mostly play as Ashe. She’s so cool! In this game I love all the charaters it’s so cool! Right now I’m leveling up to beat that demon wall. -_- I’m also playing Sonic Adventure 2. Sonic is the best….I love him XDD.

This is the first time I’ve updated my live journal in quite some time. A lot of things have happened since the last time I updated. Hoilday’s came and Target worked me to death. I let myself get pushed around so I failed a majority of my classes. That point marked a though time in my life. Over the course of winter break I became a different person. I fell in love with a guy. It didn’t go to well. He left last mouth to join the peace core. That whole situation really was good for me. I came out of the hectic mouth of December with a new attitude on life I had grown up. Things are different now….I am finally able to semi control myself. My papers are kickass and I’m acutely making good grades. I’m truly succeeding I went on a diet and lost 15 pounds. I weighed 158 which weren’t bad, but if I didn’t start loosing weight soon then I would be fat. Not a lot of people at work understand why I’m loosing weight. A guy told me that I would be anorexic if I kept this up. I don’t really care what he has to say about that. I realized that I cared way too much about what other people thought about me. Now I’m happy with myself which is a good thing. On March 2 I turned 20 which was a big thing for me. I’m no longer a teenager I’m an adult. It feels so good to be an adult. I’ve changed so much this year. This year I hope to manage my emotions, learn to take criticism better, and get to 125 pounds. At the end of the year I’ll be going to a four year university hopefully. I know it’s been a long time since I last updated. =D I’m a pretty busy person, but I’ll update every once in a while

I would like to know who was the anonymous person that said that rude comment about Gay people. I know it's not any of the people on my friends list. (If it is I would like you to show yourself) I would like this person to know that he/she seriously offended some people on my friends list by saying that “gay ppl suck. XD” I hope you know that is very rude. I’m not going to tolerate such rudeness on my profile. If you are one of my friends then I would like you to keep your opinions to yourself. You have every right to feel, or say what you want to say. But your not doing it on my journal. My journal is a place where everyone is supposed to get along. I don’t know if this is your idea of a joke. I myself am a big supporter of Gay rights. I think that is obvious. If anyone has a problem with this then I think it’s best that you not read my journal. ^^ If this person continues to post rude comments I'll just delete them. XD(If it get's really bad then I'll make my journal friends only. ^^ ) Your not going to get me to stop posting in my journal.

If you don’t know what I’m talking about someone left a comment on my last entry saying Gay people sucked. I deleted the comment because it upset some people. ^_^ Anyway’s I just took my English midterm. I’m not sure how well I did on it. Last night I told off this noob on one of my roleplay accounts. This guy was being a dick to all of my friends. He was always talking about my sister behind her back. It was so stupid. XD
I’m so into Persona 3! I’m going to join a roleplay group soon. XD Yes I’m that into P3! Tonight I’m heading over to mom’s to say hello. I’m looking forward to having a relaxing weekend. (I’m playing to play Persona 3 all weekend XDD)