Welcome to my wonderful wacky world

summonermai @ 2008-07-28T02:43:00

2008-07-28T06:55:17Z

I'm on a Hiatus...Yeah life is pretty hectic right now. =p

summonermai @ 2008-07-16T16:40:00

2008-07-16T20:41:01Z

I'm about to go to work fun stuff. I'll have to make sure to update this later. =D

I was tagged

2008-07-14T03:37:29Z

1. What annoys you?
Well a lot of things annoy me. I hate it when people drive slow when I'm trying to get to work. I also hate it when people tell me what to do, or don't think I can do something.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
I get online and talk to my buddies. ((or on the phone))

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't like to dram about something that may never happen

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
I would love to live in London or Paris. Buuut I love my home state of SC.
6. What is your favorite hot beverage?
I hate hot stuff

7. Do you trust easily?
Heck no.

8. What's one thing you dislike doing but do it anyway?
Going to work

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Work, school, some parts of my life lol

10. What is your best quality?
My heart. I have a really awesome heart.

11. Is being tagged fun?
No.....cuz it's annoying

12. How do you see yourself?
I see myself as an unlucky person forever stuggling. At least I have good faith.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My friends and family. ^_^

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
My best buddy Luuuissss tagged me. He did it on AIM cuz he's lazy. =P I like Luis he's a cool guy who's great to talk to. Did you know that someday Luis and I will be going to London. <333 Yeah the peeps of England better watch out.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
This question is totally stupid. I mean the question assumes that being single is bad..and money is bad. Since I'm to be a clincal Psycologist I'll be rich even if I'm married. =p Ether way I'll be happy. I'll make sure my life is good an happy.
16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
I would love to have two kids. No more no less.

17. What's better, to give or receive?
I love giving...I love making people smile

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Whoever loved me the most.

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
Thier is no such thing as 100% safe sex. ^^ I'm saving myself for marrige

20. What were your parents going to name you if you were born the opposite gender?
I have no idea..........

^_^

2008-07-06T20:27:32Z

I'm about to go to work. Nothing much has happend this week. I spent the weekend at Dad's. We all got along which is really great. Today Holly and Chris are going to LA. I'm going to miss them. We hung out on Thursday and Friday. Our last meeting was kind of bittersweet. I'm really going to miss them. I just have to keep telling myself that I will see them agein. =p I'll have to give them a call to see how they are doing. Yesterday I got offered a different postion at work, a sort of permotion, I'm not going to get a raise. I took it...so starting next week they will be giving me hours in the fitting room. I hope they go threw with this...I'm kind of looking foward to doing something different. XDD I'll be working full time over the next couple of weeks. It's kind of sadding...but I'm happy at the same time. Working get's me out of the house. I'm thinking about going to church cuz well I need more friends.

Rawr

2008-06-11T10:19:16Z

I'm moving today, and I don't know what to think about it. I don't like the thought of leaving my home for 15 years behind. It kind of sucks....well I'm thinking about a lot of things right now. I'll update later if I have the time.

Updating at 4 in the mourning whoot.

2008-05-30T08:57:12Z

Today was a good day. Class was cancled so I got to sleep in. =D Then I went out to eat with my family. It was nice concidering yesterday everybody was worried about me because I went to hang out with a friend without saying where I was going. I'm 20 so you'd think that this kind of stuff wouldn't be a big deal. Mom told me that they were about to file a missing person's report. I feel bad for making my family worry like that. ;_; I did have fun hanging out with my friends though. Tommrow I plan on sleeping a lot, and getting cought up on my sleep. ^_^ I also might hang out with my good friend Christine. =D That is if I can put the book I'm reading down. I've just started reading this cool book called House. It's a steller book about some psyco guy locking people up in a house. Even though I'm pretty sure everyone is going to be alive. I'm still scared. >.< This book would be a great movie. =D In other news I'll be cowriting fanfiction.....I'm excited this is the first time my work will be displayed online. Which is kind of cool. =p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMwdAc1Dzfg

This vid is so full of win. I wish I lived in the 80's. Well I'm off..I'm going to watch Paradise Kiss before going to bed. =D

Today was a good day!

2008-05-23T03:34:26Z

Well not much happend today. For once work was pretty cool. ^_______^ I don't have school tommrow so tonight I will be staying up late and playing Brawl/watching anime.

OMG Work

2008-05-21T20:48:07Z

I’m writing this in at the beginning of English class. =D. Yesterday was a pretty cool day. I slept most of the day. When I woke up I picked up my sister then headed over to my friends house. I had a pretty good time at Holly’s house. We played Brawl, which was always a blast. Playing in person is so much better than playing on the net. Holly started feeling bad so I drove home in the rain….then I called Crystal. I had a nice chat with Crystal. I felt like we are getting close again. Amanda’s man almost scared us both, but luckily he was just testing her. Since it was raining and both of us were scared she spent the night in my room. Then I played some brawl with Sami. This mourning….I Brawled with Meg, Rob, and her brother. It was a blast waking up and playing with my friends. I missed talking to Meg, and I’m glad everything is o.k on her end.

I have to work tonight. I’m honestly not looking forward to it. I’m working till eleven for the rest of the week. It’s so not fun. :/ I know my paycheck is going to be good, but I don’t know how I’m going to get all of my schoolwork done. It’s hard knowing when to balance things. Speaking of school I’m really digging my English class. My teacher always picks the most interesting stories to read. The first story was about arranged marriages. It’s always interesting to see what peoples idea of love is, and how other people view relationships. All the couples I know act very different. I’m a pretty independent person so it’s going to be interesting to see how someone like me behaves in a relationship. I think marriage is sort of like teamwork.

Speaking of teamwork , my teamwork skills in Brawl are getting better. I’ve started to really enjoying playing as Toon Link. I don’t understand why everyone hates him. I know a lot of people like the normal Link, but he’s not Tinkerbelle. In the few weeks I’ve been playing him he has become my favorite main. Pikachu is a close second. I’m also loving playing Ness. Not a lot of people play as Ness so it’s kind of cool. Pit and Ike are third and forth. Even though Ike is slow he still packs a punch. By this point I’ve pretty much settled on those five. As much as I love normal Link, Tinkerbelle has won my heart. I’m still going to play as normal Link because I’m sick of people picking on him as well. Why can’t people love both the Links.

Edit: I tried calling out of work today, but my boss told me I couldn’t. Even though I feel like crap. >.> I’m going in….but if I start feeling bad I’m going home. Does anybody else have this problem with their jobs?

Bleh

2008-05-20T20:52:16Z

Well yesterday I went to school. The classes I'm taking aren't going to be as bad as I thought. Which is a good thing. =D I had to skip class today in favor of sleeping. I didn't sleep at all last night which wasn't good. Tommrow I'll go to class and be all prepared and stuff. I'm about to go out and hang with Holly and Chris. <333 Hopefully hanging out with them will energise me.

Help!

2008-05-15T20:52:37Z

So I’m in need of some good advice. After my big trip this weekend I have to go back to school. Because the only classes were open in the morning I was stuck having to sign up for an 8:00 class. In order to make it to this class I have to wake up at 6:30 which is like not cool. The class only lasts a month, but it’s supposed to be uber hard. I have to take summer classes if I want to transfer in the spring. At first I was all for the idea of not having a summer, but now I’m starting to have second thoughts. As everybody I know is getting off of school I find my desire to do schoolwork is dwindling. Now I really am not looking forward to this summer. My dad is getting married, and I’ll be moving. On top of that my job wants to kill me. :/ They keep giving me all these hours. Which is nice and all….but I get off of work at 11 at night. When I get home I can never just go to sleep so I end up staying up till 3-4 at night. XD I can always sleep once I get back from class. My next class is at 12:10, and since that class is an internet class I only show up on Monday and Wednesday. So on Tuesday and Thursday I’ll be waking up early for one class.

I’m thinking about not going. I don’t know if I have the dedication to go through the summer. School is a lot of work, and I know myself…I’ll probably end up blowing off school work to do other things. XDD After my English class is over my history class starts. Each class is for a month. I’m thinking about toughing it out….because it’s only for a month. No one will give me good advice. My father just say’s it up to you livy. My sister flat out told me that I shouldn’t go. She foresees me getting frustrated with the whole situation. A good part of me thinks she’s right…O_O I can get a full refund if I drop out within the first week. So I’m thinking about going for the first week and see how it is then decide if I can handle it.

My buddy is over and everything is well

2008-05-14T01:26:53Z

Well I'm hanging out with Holly right now. She's talking to her boyfriend on the phone. I can't Believe we’re going to be picking him up in four days. Holly and Chris are such a cute couple I’m happy that I’ll be able to watch them when they first meet. =D That day we’re going to get makeovers it’s going to be sooo cool. XDD Chris will be moving in with Holly, and they will finally get the happy ever after they deserve. I’m planning on dropping them off at the park so they can have some alone time. While they are doing their stuff I’ll be at the hotel chilling out. ^_^ So anyways I’m super excited about picking him up. The next day we’re going to go to an amusement park. I can’t wait 4 more day’s!!!

summonermai @ 2008-05-09T00:03:00

2008-05-09T04:05:38Z

I've had a busy couple of weeks. School was ending and I got good grades. ^_^ Whoot.

I love Friday's

2008-04-04T21:52:47Z

Friday is nice. =D We watched a movie in English class. It was called Station Square. The movie was pretty good. It was about people who are stuck in an akward phase in thier lives. One of the charaters is named Olivia so it felt funny watching the movie. The guy kept calling her Liv and Livy O_O;;; Liv and Livy is my nickname so I kept thinking that the charaters were talking to me. >.< I'm so glad that I don't have to go to work today. It's nice to have a Friday off. I think I'm going to get into my PJ's and just chill. Tommrow I have to go back to work. (yuck)

Whew

2008-04-03T02:01:50Z

I've had a busy couple of day's. I'm pretty much trying to go with the flow. Pollen is everywhere and my allergies hate it. =D Right now I'm really into Super Smash Brawl. I'm trying to main 7 characters it's going to be hard Well I really like playing as 5, but I'm trying to up my game. I've really improved in the short time I've had the game. I'm actually wining matches online, which is really cool. I love playing ageist other people. I even want to enter in some tournaments, but I know I'm not good enough for that just yet. ^_~ The only bad thing about smash is elitism. Some people on the forums are jackasses. I hate the notion of tiers. It's kinda pointless. As usual the people on LJ are much nicer and friendlier then some of the people in the forums. ((Cussing people out and calling them stupid is NOT cool. ;_;)) I wonder why that is...XDD I made some bad grades on some of my tests which is so not cool. I hope I can get good grades this semester. I was doing so well until recently. I hate making bad grades.

2 weeks update in one Blog

2008-03-24T05:57:40Z

The past two weeks were not eventful. I was on Spring Break which was lots of fun. Then the next week I was busy with school and work. Easter was bleh. It didn't feel like Easter. I spent most of the day sleeping. I stayed up to late last week playing super smash brawl. SSBM is FUN! I'm practincing lots and one day I'll be awesome at the game. ^_^ I play with my soul sister Holly. Toghter we're the Green Team. She plays as Yoshi and I'm Link. This week I've had so much fun playing with her. Tommrow everything easter is half off. I'm getting some Candy. =D Well I'm off! If you have Brawl and want my friend code I'll gladly give it to you. ^_^

summonermai @ 2008-03-05T10:27:00

2008-03-05T15:35:58Z

So last night was crazy. After getting in a pretty sticky fight with my sister, I ended up going to work. Work was pretty bad last night. As I predicted a guy from HQ was coming over to visit our store. So Target had to look perfect. I was in the middle section working sleepwear and accessories. I was also supposed to be in Jewelry, but the person before me never turned their key’s in. I ended up being one of the only people that actually tried to do a good job. My other coworkers were too busy socializing to do any work. At the end of the night their sections looked like crap. Around 10:30 we were done, so I decided to call my friend. When we all left the building I got some strange looks from the people I work with. I guess they were upset that I was talking on my phone. It sort of annoyed me because I was the only one in my group that got my work done. It’s sort of sad I used to feel close with all of my coworkers, but after Christmas people quit and everything changed. I guess it’s because the store is run by less people now…I never work at the same time as any of my friends. To make matters worse they are firing a bunch of people. I know I’m not one of them…over the course of my carrier at Target I’ve worked really hard, and that shows. Now I’m one of the people they call when they need help. ^_^ I just wish my coworkers would take their jobs more seriously.
Although last night was a crazy night it didn’t just rain…it POURED. We had a big thunderstorm. It was kinda scary cuz we were under a tornado warning. At one point that night the power shut off. That really freaked me out…it was pitch black. We almost had to close the store early. For about 30 the back up generators kept coming on and off. We had to keep our guests inside Target because the weather was so bad! I’m sure glad I was one of the people with a flashlight! It was pretty hard trying to keep my calm in front of the panicked guests. I’m glad our manager handled things nicely. A wild bird also flew into the store. He was still there when I left….XDD The drive home was weird. Two lights were knocked out…I saw an ambulance, and cops were EVERYWHERE. I saw a pair of cops arresting someone on my way home. A cop was blocking the road to my house. He told me that the road was closed. So I had to go home the long way. That was pretty scary I asked around, but no one knows why that road was closed. Nothing was on the news about it. I think the cop was trying to catch somebody…..I just don’t know who.
That was my night. My mourning was o.k. (besides not being able to see while I was driving this mourning curse you sun) The weather is nice. =D I don’t have to work this afternoon so I’m going to play FF 12.

Rain Rain go away!!

2008-03-04T15:07:22Z

Today looks like it’s going to be a stormy day. I hate working when it rains. The rain always makes me tired. XD Anyway’s I wasn’t going to work until Saturday, but my boss called. She really needed help on Tuesday and Friday. I love getting money so I agreed to go in. I think some of the big wigs may be coming to our store. That’s why they call people in. >.< Last night I beat the Demon Wall in Final Fantasy 12. Eyedrops saved my life. Well next week is spring break. =D I can’t wait! I don’t have to work a lot that week, and I’m not letting them call me in! That week I’m going to enjoy being free. ^_^

Trials and Tribulations…a paper in need of a facelift

2008-03-03T15:26:03Z

had only one day to complete my essay on the definition of the word hardcore. The paper was fun to write and had plenty of potential. Yet I could of done something more. The paper was unlucky. The very week before it was due I was sick with the flu so working on it was next to impossible. On Friday I was to tired to work on it. I only got two hours of sleep (DARN YOU PHIONX WRIGHT!! Why do you have to be so addicting. >.<) The next day I was chilling at the beach celebrating an early birthday, Sunday was the big 20 for me. I ended up spending my birthday working on the paper. It was good, but I really needed to expand it. I also had some embarrassing typos –coughvomitthorughuptwo wordscoaugh- Luckily I’ll get a chance to revise it later so all is good.
This mourning I found myself in the middle of a ditch. I was trying to get around this guy making a left hand trun….and ended up in a ditch. It was pretty embarrassing I was late to my favorite class (Philosopy) Some guy help me back my car out of the ditch. These random acts of kindess is what humanity is all about. If he had not helped me then chances are I would have missed my class. Thank God for miracles. Today’s Philosophy lecture was the bomb. We discussed privacy issues. This was a side topic from our main lecture on Free Will. So this week promises to be a lazy one. I’m looking forward to having time to hang out with my friends. This week I get back into my gaming needs. Right now I’m playing Final Fantasy 12. It’s pretty good. I like the story line and characters it’s just that the game is as tedious as all hell. >.< I hate the battle system it takes so long to level up! My favorite character is Balthier but I mostly play as Ashe. She’s so cool! In this game I love all the charaters it’s so cool! Right now I’m leveling up to beat that demon wall. -_- I’m also playing Sonic Adventure 2. Sonic is the best….I love him XDD.

summonermai @ 2008-03-03T02:28:00

2008-03-03T07:28:48Z

This is the first time I’ve updated my live journal in quite some time. A lot of things have happened since the last time I updated. Hoilday’s came and Target worked me to death. I let myself get pushed around so I failed a majority of my classes. That point marked a though time in my life. Over the course of winter break I became a different person. I fell in love with a guy. It didn’t go to well. He left last mouth to join the peace core. That whole situation really was good for me. I came out of the hectic mouth of December with a new attitude on life I had grown up. Things are different now….I am finally able to semi control myself. My papers are kickass and I’m acutely making good grades. I’m truly succeeding I went on a diet and lost 15 pounds. I weighed 158 which weren’t bad, but if I didn’t start loosing weight soon then I would be fat. Not a lot of people at work understand why I’m loosing weight. A guy told me that I would be anorexic if I kept this up. I don’t really care what he has to say about that. I realized that I cared way too much about what other people thought about me. Now I’m happy with myself which is a good thing. On March 2 I turned 20 which was a big thing for me. I’m no longer a teenager I’m an adult. It feels so good to be an adult. I’ve changed so much this year. This year I hope to manage my emotions, learn to take criticism better, and get to 125 pounds. At the end of the year I’ll be going to a four year university hopefully. I know it’s been a long time since I last updated. =D I’m a pretty busy person, but I’ll update every once in a while

Have a groovy weekend. XD

2007-10-05T13:30:18Z

I would like to know who was the anonymous person that said that rude comment about Gay people. I know it's not any of the people on my friends list. (If it is I would like you to show yourself) I would like this person to know that he/she seriously offended some people on my friends list by saying that “gay ppl suck. XD” I hope you know that is very rude. I’m not going to tolerate such rudeness on my profile. If you are one of my friends then I would like you to keep your opinions to yourself. You have every right to feel, or say what you want to say. But your not doing it on my journal. My journal is a place where everyone is supposed to get along. I don’t know if this is your idea of a joke. I myself am a big supporter of Gay rights. I think that is obvious. If anyone has a problem with this then I think it’s best that you not read my journal. ^^ If this person continues to post rude comments I'll just delete them. XD(If it get's really bad then I'll make my journal friends only. ^^ ) Your not going to get me to stop posting in my journal.

If you don’t know what I’m talking about someone left a comment on my last entry saying Gay people sucked. I deleted the comment because it upset some people. ^_^ Anyway’s I just took my English midterm. I’m not sure how well I did on it. Last night I told off this noob on one of my roleplay accounts. This guy was being a dick to all of my friends. He was always talking about my sister behind her back. It was so stupid. XD
I’m so into Persona 3! I’m going to join a roleplay group soon. XD Yes I’m that into P3! Tonight I’m heading over to mom’s to say hello. I’m looking forward to having a relaxing weekend. (I’m playing to play Persona 3 all weekend XDD)

Finally a break XD

2007-10-03T14:07:11Z

Finally I have a break. After a long hectic weekend I can finally have a break. This weekend was rough. I was planning to spend all of my time working on my English paper, but I was called into work. I spent all Saturday at work. Work on Saturday was fun but exhausting. I didn’t get out of the store until 11:23 that night. Yeah working on my paper didn’t happen. The very next day I decided to call off of work so I could work on my English stuff. I finished about half of my paper, and decided to go to Target to tell them in person. On the way to the store I picked up a copy of Persona 3. I heard good things about the game and wanted to try it out. At the game store I realize that my credit card is gone. I end up having to pay the game on my debit card. I went to Target only to realize that my name was not written on the work sheet. I wasted the trip for nothing. When I reached my house I couldn’t find my card. I ended up telling my dad…he wasn’t to happy about the fact that my card was gone. We had to cancel my card….I ended up going to mom’s house to finish up my paper. The next day I go to school and find out that my paper wasn’t due till Wednesday I did all of that work for nothing. ^^ I went home did all of my English stuff then went to work. Work…sucked…..I was stuck working with a bunch of mean gusts. I didn’t finish my zone, and the reshop was horrible. Not only that but I had to work as an operator. I had no clue what I was doing. Some lady almost started yelling at me over the phone about gift registry. -_- WTF is up with that. Sharon came back and told me what I was doing wrong. At the end of the night I was glad to get the hell out of there. On Tuesday I slept for most of the day. Then I played Persona 3.

Persona 3 is AMAZING. It is worth the hype. I LOVE THE GAME. XDD I’ll probably be spending most of my free time playing the game. So if I don’t update you know why. Persona 3 has a lot of interesting characters. My favorite is the carefree guy. He say’s “Tatata I leveled up!” When he levels up. How cool is that. The battle system is fun! I love making social links with other people. The only thing that sucks is that you can’t make your character gay. -_- I would love to date some of the cool guy’s in the game. So far I’m not falling in love with the female charaters. The red haired girl get’s on my nerves! I don’t know why…..humm I like the other brown haired girl though.

I finished watching Kyou Kara Maou. The ending pissed me off. I think Yuri should have stayed in the human world, but they had to bring him back. I’m glad they are making an OAV of the series. KKM was pretty good. I wish it didn’t have so many filler episodes. All the fillers annoying. Right now I’m watching Elemental Gelede and Cayote Ragtime Show. CRS is pretty good so far. I can tell that I’m going to like the series. As for Elemental Gelade….I LOVE IT. XD I’m on episode 18 so I’m almost done with the series. That fact kind of saddens me.
Alright in the wee hours of the mourning I was reading Reborn! ZOMG Viz made Hibari say totally and awesome. Hibari does not talk like that! -_- Ohh and last night I saved some pretty pictures of Yamato/Hibari. I don’t like the paring, but the pictures were to good to resist. After I saw the pictures I started thinking….hey that might work out. Ah the effect good fan art can have on the soul. XDD I would upload the pictures right now, but I’m at school. Meh I don’t want to deal with the stupid homophobes…OMG speaking of homophobes there is this guy in my English class that is gay. I think it’s awesome that he doesn’t hide who he is. This guy beside me was all like “He’s such a fag.” It pissed me off. I hate the word fag, or faggot. People need to learn to be more excepting. If we weren’t in class I would have said something ugly. I can’t stand people who are pigheaded! On a light note I am free this weekend! All I have to do is this powerpoint, but other then that I’m free! This weekend I’m going to kick back and relax. XD

Oh BTW I live in South Carolina. South Carolina is part of the United States of America. In SC most drugs are illegal however the law is not enforced. That’s why I said that drugs are legal. The use of drugs is so widespread in SC. Almost everyone I see around campus does them. The police do nothing about drugs, because some of them are on stuff themselves. Even if you do get caught with drugs the punishment is not bad. Most drug dealers only spend one or two day’s in jail. ^_^ I’m going to type out all the information about drugs in my psychology book. XDD! That way you can see for yourself how bad my book is. I’ll even photograph the pages so you can see that the book is authentic.

I'm Back

2007-09-28T00:53:47Z

I’m so sorry for not updating. I know it’s been like a week, but I’ve been so busy. My life last week was rough. I got roughly three hours of sleep everyday because of school. I hate school! XDD OMG my psychology book sucks. It said that taking illegal drugs was o.k. It said that LSD was not addictive and had few bad side effects. WTF LSD is one of the worst drugs you can take. My teacher was disappointed with the book. In fact all this week I’ve been dealing with illegal drugs. In sociology we studied drugs, and I’m writing a paper about the Electronic Dance community which is filled with drugs. Here in SC drugs are a big problem. About 75% of all the deaths in my town are due to alcohol. It saddens me. My dad say’s that Marijuana should be made illegal. Get this he didn’t know any of the harmful effects of Marijuana. I went to work last night. I had an o.k time. I wish the person in charge wasn’t a slave driver. I can’t wait for Halloween. XD Oh BTW the leave Britney alone dude is getting his own television show. Apparently his hipness was just what MTV was looking for…..-_-

Ah the downfall of Britney Spears.

2007-09-17T02:12:56Z

I felt like I needed to say something about this. Brintey is not fat. I wish she wouldn't have worn that outfit. Her performance was sad. I remeber the good old day's when Brintey used to perform well. The day's when everyone listened to Backstreet Boy's and Nsync. (I still listen to them sometimes XD) Brintey was good, then she married K fed.......now she is just wacky. Even her extreme fan's are wacky.

This is sad......very very sad.

Dad...

2007-09-17T01:11:41Z

Saturday was a much better day than Friday was. On Saturday I woke up and started doing research for my ten page research paper. Then I went to work. Besides me there was about five people at work. Yeah five other people plus me had to look over that big freaking Target store! -_- I had to look over about five sections. It was horrible. Luckily I only had to look after two later on that night. That night I actually had fun. My friends were at work so we all had a good time. I bought more stylus for the DS and bought some fat free pudding. I like it when my job is busy. Time seems to fly. After the store closed we had to zone. Zoning is a pain in the ass. That night it took me a long time to Zone baby world. We left the store a little bit after 11. I came home only to find dad in a bad mood. He told me that Grandma was coming over. I asked him if told Amanda yet, and he said no.

So I went upstairs and tried to talk to my friend. Well that was a flop. My phone kept on shutting on and off every couple of seconds. It was annoying. I’m sick and tired of my cell phone working. I would get a new one, but I’ll get store credit at the end of the mouth so it’s well worth the wait. Dad comes upstairs and tells me and Amanda that we have to do our chores before Grandma comes over. It’s like one in the morning by this point. I told him that I have to finish my rough draft of a paper that was due tomorrow. He said “I don’t care about your social life.” WTF I don’t have a social life. Tomorrow night I was going to go see mom. Like that counts as going out with friends. I don’t have many friends. I just now made a friend at school. Don’t get me wrong I’m not an anti-social person, I love talking to new people. It’s just that I have a hard time connecting with people. Besides I spend most of the day doing school work. Dad tells me that I do nothing all the time. Well that’s not true. I spent all mourning doing research. Then he tells me to act my age. O_O I am acting my age. I act like every other 19 year old. People at work tell me to blow off school work, but I can’t do it. I want to make all A’s to get scholarships School costs to much for me to be goofing off! The school I want to go to has one of the best psycology degree's in the state of South Carolina, but it's so hard to get into! I must have a super duper GPA so when I transfer they'll take me!

Well I did do my chores. It took almost three hours. I started working on my rough draft when Grandma came over. I told my sister that I wasn’t going downstairs until I finished my rough draft. I think dad got mad at me. Well he’s just going to have to deal with it. I had to finish it or else my teacher would take one letter grade off my paper. I couldn’t let that happen. It only took me thirty minutes to do the rough draft. I prewritten so it was easy. I don’t like my paper though. It’s short. Three pages is not a good paper. I usually write around five or six pages. I feel ashamed of myself.
At least going to mom’s house is fun. We had a blast. Then we drove home and here I am. Dad keeps on making noises and talking to me. It’s getting on my nerves. I NEED SLINCE. XD I feel a lot better after jotting things down. I’m wondering how long does it take you guy’s to do school work? Am I the only person that feels like they are losing their lives to school?

Full Moon is sad.

2007-09-15T02:41:50Z

Volume four and five are sad. That's all I'm going to say. I must go off to recover from the shock......O_O